Hello Dear Reader,

Here’s a question for you. Do you find it difficult to spend money?

Here’s a thing.

We’ve a major chunk of money to spend: kitchen, van hire, furniture, curtain fabric…….blah, blah, blah.

It provoked a massive emotional reaction. I’ve actually felt really distressed and have genuinely panicked. I’ve got the best price, I’ve hustled and haggled but still that massive amount of money out has left my current account almost empty. That’s a first for years. Maybe it’s reminded me of what life used to be like? I’m not coping well at all!

I’ve also been totally distracted with planning and scrap booking.